boobs, weightloss, Christmas, and pictures

This post is going to be random...but then again..most of my posts are.

I've been so busy lately...yet not.  I don't really know what i've spent my off time doing, but I am enjoying it.

I had a good Christmas.  It's different these days.  I find myself missing the youthful excitement Christmas used to bring.  I guess it would be different when I have kids.  Or maybe it's the fact that my family celebrated a day early this year...but it was just different.

On Christmas morning I woke up early and headed over to C's apartment for us to do our Christmas together.  I walked in to beautiful Christmas flowers.  He does this every year, but I always forget that he does...so it's like double the surprise.  He had blankets laid out on the floor and we cooked breakfast together and drank almond milk out of champagne glasses(true story, we are totally fancy like that)...it was really fun.  It's my last Christmas...as a single girl.  Next year I will be FRIGGIN' MARRIED. O.M.GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. 

Anyways, I was actually pretty relieved when Christmas was over.  I felt so off track on my eating.  Not only that, but because I was consuming stuff I was not use to it made me feel like crap and made my workouts even CRAPPIER.  So, Monday I hit the gym HARD  and started back up with my trainer.  I.am.so.glad.  I love the feeling of my body when I am eating RIGHT and working out RIGHT...there's nothing like it.  I have 10 months(before the wedding) to get to my goal weight...which is 135.  I'm so ready to do it.

Now....i'm gonna give you all TMI here.  And I apologize for that...but I need some input from some of you who can *maybe possibly* relate.  Losing weight is amazing.  Over the last year i've dropped 113 pounds.  Luckily I have a relatively small amount of lose skin...minus some on my legs which honestly I don't care all that much about.  HOWEVER, my boobs...I don't know what happened.  It's like ...they are non existent..and what is there...well guys it's just not pretty.  The weightloss has really reeked havoc on this and made me so insecure.  I'm all about loving YOUR body and doing what is healthy and RIGHT and all that good stuff.  I don't feel pressured BY ANY MEANS to have a perfect body.  I just love being healthy!  BUTTT, after much deliberation..i'm seriously considering getting a boob job.  Every girl wants to feel good in their skin...and i do ....minus that.  I know many people are against this kind of thing...and I'm open to all input.  SERIOUSLY.  Have any of you had one?  Would you recommend?  Thoughts?  No?  Am i nuts?  Regardless I have a consultation on the 9th.  I am eager to see what the Dr says/thinks.

I've been putting off even thinking about wedding stuff until the first of the year...BUT it's time.  I'm 10 months away...UNREAL.  First things first...picking my bridesmaids.  Which I have DONE!  I'm so excited to get all of them together and ask them!  I have put a lot of thought into this...I want it to be special because these girls mean a LOT to me.  I can't wait to share what goes down, but do not want to go into too much detail yet:)

One of my best friends got me these wedding books for Christmas.  My first ones:)

I made this quilt (along with my 4 year old niece) for my grandmother for Christmas.  WE did it in like 4 hours.  It was my first quilt ever. 

I couldn't not post about Christmas without including a picture of our tree again.  I just *love* my mom's tree.  It gets better every year.

My new kindle fire.  I was all kids of excited about this thing.

Christmas morning. 

Christmas eve with my beyond precious grandmother.  I bought her toms for Christmas.  She flipped out...she loved them.

and this my friends...is us.  It def should have been our Christmas card photo. 

Christmas flowers.

Pre-Christmas sushi date. 

I bought this for my future house.  Love ittttttttt.  I love owls.

Current weight.  I managed to get through Thanksgiving, Christmas, and almost to New Years without gaining a pound.  I also did not lose anything either.  I'll take that victory though.

I'm ready to catch up on all of your blogs. 

Happy Friday!